We'll turn off all of the lights and set this ballroom aglow.
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Sunday, April 30, 2006
10:16 PM blar blar blar blar blar.haha go figure.thats my day.great:)couldnt have been spent better. anyway mom is coming back next friday.no more freedom then.haha at least not as much la.oh well at least i dont have to handle the household and go nuts.hurr tuition tml.not exactly exciting.oh well.tml its stay home fnn till tuition. cheers! save money mabel! Saturday, April 29, 2006 11:46 PM clara is so cute.you hang up on her and she calls back yelling"why you keap my phone!"hahahahaha!i love her la.anyway today was fun:D nisha is crazyyyy.haha and she pms real fast and sudden la.haha anyway whatever. tuition tml.hurr.then its back to mugging my ass off.monday im staying home to do fnn.coolness.can you sense my excitment.harhar.okay anyway im bored and tired.byebye world. cheers.
12:24 AM talked to mom on the phone today:)haha cause she texted me in a beat around the bush way of trying to tell me that she misses me.HAHA!i felt so bad though cause when i called her she was sleeping already.haha they're 4hours ahead la.oh well. english was fine.not easy i would say.compo qns were killers.haha compre.the passage killed me -.- so did my running nose which stopped thanks to my care package from friendly neighbour.haha okay clean the house and airport it is tml:) i love coffee my baby and my motherrrr!:D Thursday, April 27, 2006 9:57 PM you are ridiculous. hurrr.
Sunday, April 23, 2006 2:45 PM to start of with. my throat hurts my nose is running away the med is making me dizzy ive got the bike but the neighbour isnt home.anyway exams are nearing and everyone is mugging their ass off.hurr. the sisters plus the mother has died in nz cause well apparently they dont bother replying anything so to hell with them,i give up trying.anyway joyce just died on me too.hurr.everyone is like dead.clara's gone and as usual didnt keep to her word on calling me before going but hey whats new?nothing.school starts tml and i gotto go early for meeting cause i promised benny.hurr this is only gona happen now cause when the mother is back she'll take forever to get her face off the mirror.anyway went for prata with chinaboy and dad.the two useless assholes.yes both of them.both equally lazy to move their fucked up ass to do anything at all.fucking irritating the shit outta me and im fucking annoyed cause i have to do everything.they dont deserve these treatments but i have no choice cause i dont really wish for mom to come home and start screaming her lungs out at me cause thats just gona kill me even faster.living with my family really has cut short my life.hurr. gtg study now.cheers.
1:35 AM take the lead rocks.haha and my throats from too much cheese.haha i cant help it i like cheese.my body is aching from track and cleaning the house.hurr.it happens when the mother isnt around.training was like 16 fuck rounds around that track.it took my life away with that growing lump in my throat.i thought i was going to die or at least faint la.it felt like a ball in my throat.hurr.anyway take the lead is hot.its a must watch show.clara is being retarded.haha and shes leaving tml:( plus i got tuition.hurr.and school on monday plus exams.hurr.suck suck suck. okay cheers! Monday, April 17, 2006 9:42 PM i got a bruise the size of an egg thanks to rachel darling.haha but its okay.detention=no track for two trainings.hmmm happy?not happy?i cant wait for the weekends already.everybody is getting sick of school. anyway detention again tml.HURR. MOMMYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY :( Sunday, April 16, 2006 10:38 PM School is a major bummer in my life.oh not forgetting my cca... still got F&N on my checklist.but no one is doing it.hurr.mom has been gone for 4days:( i feel so old having to do everything.like the mother of 2 fucking useless shit heads.roarrr.i hate them.hurr.and i am trying to be nice cause i told mom i'll keep my cool.so heres mabel with the cool and going on with the flow.uh huh.fuck it la.haha i should just shoot myself.haha anyway for today i woke up at.okay dad came in early and called me but i couldnt be bothered to answer cause im so dead tired.haha so he left without saying bye which isnt important cause we hardly even say hi half the time.anyway yes had to drag myself outta bed at 12 cause had tuition with cai at 1.so woke up with milo in hands while hanging the clothes.hurr see.im like a mother.anyway school starts tml.a major bummer.well always have been.nvm just one more year and i'll get my sorry ass outta there.let's just say.study hard you fucker.yes im the fucker.anyway i cant wait to get my phone back.hopefully tml cause dad's old phone is super slowmo and killing me.but its kinda nice.but still not as nice as my own phone.i want a new phone.hmm maybe when mom comes home(: hurr shes there cooking for both the brats there and probably shopping with them everyday.no fair.she leaves me out.hurr.okay im being annoying here.haha anyway today went for tuition then home then westmall then home to cook then to lianes.haha all those was done alone till the lianes part.anyway i love lianes cousin chris.his so adorable:D and kelly kills me with her beatings man.im like a sandbag.haha anyway i had fun with them both(: i wana go holland and chill with that big one piece pizza in my hands.hmmm OH i remember what i wana say already.haha i know this is kinda late or rather super late but my bithday was a blust!haha my darlings gave me a surprise party.love them all till death!anyway watche eight below with liane and robin.haha it was good!so sad!make me miss my baby more though shes right beside me.i wana hug her to sleep but shes so fucking furry.hahaha!im so crazy i should shoot myself anyway im off to the phone.cheers! PS: I MISS YOU COW IF YOUR READING THIS! Friday, April 14, 2006 10:52 PM cleaning of the house was terrible.im so tired now.though i just showered.haha had noodles for dinner.hurr.sick of it already.i feel like eating nothing.but im hungry.how?hurr.mom is only gone for a day but it sucks already.dad is a fucking loser and i fucking hate him.clara's going to zouk tml.asked me but i cant get in for sure.so too bad.im going to play ball with sharon liane and robin.how exciting.i dont even know how to play ball.haha oh well.dad sucks.hurr. the school still has my fucking phone.hurr dad's old phone is annoying the shit outta me.its so slowmo.stupid school.its like my fucking first time yet they're making it seems like its my fucking 10th time using it and being caught.hurr.at least i was smart enough to put in another sim card which belongs to marilyn who uses it when she comes back from time to time.anyway the school better just let me serve the damn stupid detention and not ask me anything.cause i think their super busybody by wanting to know.but i can already picture certain people with qns ready for me.hmmm.fuck mom wont be here to listen.oh well.to hell with school.they probably think im stupid to blog about this.i mean they already think its stupid to have a blog.hurr.oh well.im just in the mood to type so im just gona type whatever thats in my head.well at least most of it.stupidstupidstupid,yesyou,stupid.loser friendster is so slow they should shoot themselves.hurr.anyway went to liane's for OC today.it was great.haha anyway coffee rocks my world.bye. cheers!
6:01 PM the mother is gone:( okay so mom is gone.away in nz without me thank you.hurr!weekends are gone be spent slowly with no shopping or fussing of stuff with her.housework are just gona shoot my lives down one by one and with the two totally useless guys in my house,no wait actually chinaboy can be quite useful.but thats only cause he is scared of me.HAHA okay but we're cool.we're china buddies.shoot me.mom called this afternoon.she sounded happy so i should be happy too though i really want my sorry ass to be freezing off there:( anyway life has already started to be a living hell ever since we sent mom off the airport.dad is just.HURR.mom is so emo.hahaha and she actually said'take care of my lil one'HURR!im not baby la........she will never get that and its annoying cause i feel like a mommy's girl.haha anyway yesterday at the airport was fun fun fun.headed there right after tuition:) okay i gtg clean the place now.shall update later.but for now, MY FATHER IS AN ASSHOLE. Saturday, April 08, 2006 11:39 PM a day spent with my favorite lil cousin:)   today was kinda okay i guess?woke up at 12 and rotted my ass off till around 2plus before leaving to the stadium to meet joy.todays run wasnt too bad i guess?haha at least my butt didnt hurt like #@$%#$^% and i could still stand tall.im so glad its over:) anyway cass and chuyin came over for dinner:) it was good.haha and baby ate all of chuyin's otah!!so terrible.she took it out of chuyin's bag.naughty dog i have.haha so i had to hit her and lock her up.i cant love her for today:( haha okok anyway im kinda happy today cause liane came over to cheer me up by following me to the playground with my cousins.haha they had so much fun playing with the sparkers and bubbles!so cute okay.so i went to buy them stuff cause i spoil them.ahha actually its just the lil one.i love him to bits!:D so adorable.haha but he keeps calling me korkor la......haha and he's so shy!he keeps running into my room and say what you doing is a really cute,cheeky shy way.so so adorable.haha anyway im sleepy but i feel like updating so wth la.haha anyway i love my bestie/girlfriend and lianelianeliane!:)))
1:17 PM it has been quite some time since my last update.have been either lazy or busy.mostly busy.with track school and family.past few week sucked.broke down in school which killed me.haha i like talking to liane.random i know but thanks liane.for all those times:) anyway this week was filled with track,school and tuition.no time for going out.later on gotto go down to the track for a race which ive already lost.ha.i mean not to be an ass or anything but im tired,muscles aches like nothing and a badly blocked nose.but to it,i'll never be sick.haha oh well.suppose to be heading to resa's place for both she and her sis birthday party after that.but i might be heading home instead cause mom got the dads side over.HURR.not really something im looking forward to.and i need to go see a Doc for my fucked up thumb.it looks really terrible with all the blackish red vains poping out.haha but then again.the mother might not wana waste that lil money on her useless child.my birthday is in 2days time.but fuck it.i dont deserve a party after all that ive done.hurr.worst year ever.anyway mom is planning to go nz before her job change.i didnt say anything but i wana go too.i need relax time but too bad mabel you have fucked up school to attend to. sports day,3 bronze.fuck it anyway,im off to chat with my sister dear. cheers.
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